yeah, the death scene creeps me out too. but i guess that's the point of the movie. dying alone is really awful.
as to chris's intention to live in the wild, i can understand. he just get bored with his materially fulfilled life. but of course it's pretty stupid to go there with only 10 pund of rice and no experiences whatsoever (read this
one). anyway, a lot of young americans adore him as a hero just like so many indonesian students adore gie. they have a lot in common: love writing journals, reading russian writers, going camping, and of course died young.